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About Me Member Deviously Deviant MikeIsEvil20/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Am I going to die alone? I THINK SO!

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 9:33 PM
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Katy Perry-Mannequin.
  • Reading: My journel.
  • Watching: My screen?
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
UUUGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! Failed attempt after attempt after attempt! Guh! Relationships are hard to find as is for me. As Im pretty damn picky. But its not even that, every freaking guy I come across wants one thing, and one thing only. SEX. Like, cant we get to KNOW each other for a little while first? Does it matter that Im honest, fun, caring and could treat someone with the utmost respect? No it doesnt! Why? Cause Im not willing to yank down my pants. Its so frustrating! Being gay can be an issue in its self, finding someone to like is a task. Finding someone to actually date is even harder. But once you do find someone, all they want is sex sex and more sex! I seriously think Im the only 20 year old virgin male left on this Earth. Not because I cant "get any"(that seems like no problem) its just thats ALL I can get. I dont want that yet! No! I just want to meet someone, take things slow. Get to know one another and then head into that direction if the times are right. If youre wanting me inside you after the 3rd date, give up now because its not happening! I do it out of love and only love. But what sucks is Im never going to find it. Ever. Unless I give myself up to the next loser I attract. You know, this week has possibly been one of the better weeks Ive had in a VERY long time. Went on 3 dates, same person, and we REALLY hit it off. Now its in the shit hole because I guess he wanted some "fun". And I thought it was too early. WTF. Am I the ONLY man on this Earth who just isnt interested in that yet? Like, at all? I just want to get to know someone and nobody can respect that. Why is sex the main focus of everything so soon? Yeah, i want it! I want someone I can have sex with, no doubt. But not a week into knowing someone! UGH!!!!!! I feel like I will never truly be able to express my feelings for someone and how I can truely treat a guy because no one cares. No one wants truth and honesty. They dont want cute kisses and cuddling. They want fuck, Fuck, FUCK! Ugh. -end massive, ridiculous over the top rant-

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Hi, my name is Mike. Im 20 years old and live in the grand ol' state of New Jersey. I just love to have a great time and that includes drawing and sculpting. As much as I would love to say "Art is my passion" it is not. Is it my favorite thing to do? You betcha, while I am passionate about my art, I only just love it..a lot. Lol. If that makes sense(?). I love very dark/abstract art, but Im open to all kinds. Aside from art-I love reptiles, hanging with my friends, [horror] movies, music and just being outside. Im pretty open minded and love to chat. I think Im pretty approachable in all cases, haha. :P Anyways, hope you enjoy my page and dont be shy. I love to talk. :)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: New Jersey
  • Interests: Sculpting, Drawing, Painting, Music, Ceramics, Reptiles.
  • Favourite movie: Halloween, Cloverfield, Jaws.
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI, Paramore, Blaqk Audio, Flyleaf, Pink, Katy Perry, Egypt Central.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative/Anything That Catches My Ear.
  • Favourite style of art: Dark, Abstract, Natural
  • Personal Quote: "BLAH"
  • Tools of the Trade: Drawing Pencil 3800, Classic #2 Pencil, Mars Plastic Erasers. White Sculpting Clay, Acrylic Paints.

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:iconvicioustrickster:
Thank you for the fav!! :heart:

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:iconshortstuff00123:
Hello, I do free avatars, and I noticed you dont have one. I would be happy to make you one! Just note me with the subject 'Avatar'. Or comment.

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I do free requests! Note m. Icons and Literatur tags and drawing. I do animations to.
:iconmikeisevil:
Hey, wow thanks thatd be awesome! :)

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:iconshortstuff00123:
What do you want it to look like? I can make it animated too.

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:icondarklightjak:
haha, thanks a bunch for the watch:heart:

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:iconmikeisevil:
Welcome! Thanks to you too. :) I think I had enough nude female talk for one sitting lmao. I need to go cut my hair, haha! :P Nice chatting with you, should do it again soon.

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:icondarklightjak:
yea i need to get ready for bed.
it was quite fun, have fun cutting your hair, lawls.

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Do u not know, tht we will judge Angels.Do u not know, tht the Angels will judge the world~
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:iconmcrcourtfl:
omfg i saw your new pic on myspace. i didnt even realize it was you hahahaha

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:iconmikeisevil:
Lmao. Why is that? Hahaha.

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:iconmcrcourtfl:
ur hair is mad different :D

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